All the time.
I’m not sure why I haven’t written anything since we found out about our pregnancy. There is so much I want to share, document and remember.
Unfortunately, I can’t remember much of anything.
On New Years Eve, we lost our perfect little one at 8 weeks gestation. It has been incredibly heartbreaking to come to the realization that I am no longer pregnant. We went to the doctors this morning and there is nothing left.
I am as empty as I feel.
Tomorrow I will go back to CNY Fertility and undergo a procedure known as a D&C.
Dilation and curettage (D&C) is a procedure to remove tissue from inside your uterus
I’m not sure how we move on or where we go from here. I’m literally living one sharp heartbreaking pain at a time.
Thankfully I am out of work until next Monday, as is Aaron. We will take this time to figure this out. We will continue to pray and trust in God’s plan.